• blog
    Mon, 17 Apr 2017
    blogThe Veteran Death Wish

    If a man says he is going to kill himself, we have a straightforward piece of information to work with. If a man is at risk for a fatal disease, like a heart attack or lung cancer, and refuses to change his behavior, how should we consider that? I have a theory.  I believe many vets want to be dead but don't want to pull... more...

  • blog
    Sun, 26 Jun 2016
    blogSuicide Monologue

    (Part I of 2) One steamy night in the summer of 1969, at Marble Mt. Air Base near Da Nang in Viet Nam, a rocket exploded near me and I died. There was screaming, explosions, dust, smoke, chaos; I had no torn flesh, no blood in the dust, but I died. My flesh did not die but I had shattered. In death, I became a ghost. In life, a shadow.... more...

  • blog
    Sun, 26 Jun 2016
    blogSuicide Monologue

    (Part 2 of 2) A friend suggested I read "Gestalt Therapy Verbatim" by Fritz Perls. I did and my intuition flowered. Perls said to look at those things we avoid for growth. He said to do dreamwork. I was consumed by nightmares. There was far more war in my sleep than I had experienced in Viet Nam. The battles in my sleep became... more...